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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Back to writing

Hey people, guess it's been a few weeks since i posted something.

Been busy with raya and stufs!
Anyway, happy raya to all of u!

As im back to writing, just want to tell all of you that im busy as always but my assignments are coming to an end....Yippee! 2 more..

Once i finish all my assignments,i'll be back to updating full blast.

Got to go now, come back for more soon yea.
Chowz!

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Restlessness

Im feeling restless. I have 2 presentations today and 1 assignment to be handed in on friday.
Damn it! So much work

Im too tired right now. Maybe all of you are bored with the word 'tired' coz i've been posting about it since my 1st post. I hope everything will finish as fast as possible.

Got to go rest.

Monday, September 14, 2009

The end is near...

The end is near...
The holz approaching...
But somehow, i felt relieved and dreadful at the same time..

Relieved coz by the end of the week, i will have finished my 2 presentations n an assignment settled. So technically, i have 4 more assignments to go, not that bad eh?

Anyway, my MPDT work is also slowing down due to raya and we will be back in full swing after raya for the upcoming projects. As of now,everything is doing fine and i'm glad to be having a rest for a week.

Dreadful coz i dun really like raya. And i dun feel like talking bout it. It's that simple.

That's all for now, will be posting soon. Got to go deal with something, my treasurer called me.
Catch u later people.Chowz!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Morning blues...

Why i feel so empty? Is it coz that she didn't wished goodnite to me last nite?
It's raining so early in the morning and it certainly didn't help to improve my mood.
The tiredness creeping inside my body.Eating every bit of my will to go on.
Life is getting restless. When will all these end?
I need rest.I need time for myself.I need u.
I better get some sleep now.
Bye. Zzzzzzzzzz

Monday, September 7, 2009

Life is getting suckier...

I feel like screaming. I fell like breaking things. I feel like wanna smash my head against the wall.The frustration is just too much. The pressure that is applied is just too much. I wanna fly away and live peacefully on an island far far away. My life right now is so suck till im thinking about that vey thought of just being alone.

Too many things too handle, too many hearts to take care of, too much of everything. Let me tell u why my life is so suck rite now. Take a look at my to-do list this week.

Starting on monday

10.15pm Saringan Tilawah Tekun
Meet kak zu and iera regarding work that involves MPDT

Tuesday

8.30am Go to KL to break fast with Muhyiddin Yassin,TPM Malaysia
Will be back late at nite
But, i am supposed to have my LHP 456 Panel Discussion meeting and SPW202 Presentation Meeting.

Wednesday
That damned YKT 211 Research, plus i have to look into YKT 214 Blogging assignment coz they picked me as a leader considering i am one of the busiest person in class!
And i also have to be involved with the 1siswa 1 malaysia and break fast with the USM Canselor.

Thursday
It reminds me of my HTV essay.More things to be done.

Friday
My YWP 221 Book review, still haven't start anything

Saturday
Iftar Jama'i MPD Tekun. It's the majlis berbuka puasa organised by MPDT.

Sunday
MPDT Weekly Meeting

Too many stuffs to be done, this is basically what i can think of that needs to be done during the week. It's gonna get more as the week comes to a close. I have to go rest now. Seriously....

Friday, September 4, 2009

My Journey So Far...

Hmmm...As i was going through some of my friends blog,lots of them seems to put their resume in their blog. Kinda interesting eh. If u write it all up in one page,you could see how much were u involved in activities during ur whole school and university life. So, without further ado, let me start listing my involvement sinch standard 1 :-

Primary School
1. School Prefect- Standard 2 (wears a maroon tie an yellow badge,hahahah,cute)
2. Asst. Monitor 3 Orchid
3.PTS ( it's an involvement also right??)
4. School Prefect- Standard 5 and Standard 6
5. 3rd Place Storytelling Competition Intra-School 1997
6.2nd Place Storytelling Competition Intra-School 2000
7.2nd Place Storytelling Competition Inter-School 2001
8. School Representative To Olympiad Maths Quiz 2000

Why i can't get 1st place?coz there is this girl who follows me to every damn competition and beats me. Anyways, it seems my primary school years are filled with storytelling competitions.Next comes my secondary school years

Secondary School

1. Monitor 1 Jade
2. Asst Monitor 2 Delima
3. School Warden (2003-2005)
4.Champion General Knowledge Intra-School Competition
5.Champion Choral Speaking Zone Level
6.Secretary of GTF Taekwon-Do Club
7.Exco of General Knowledge Club
8.Reserve Speaker Debating Team
9.Attend the History Quiz,Living Skills Quiz and lots of other quizzes just for the certs.

Hahaha. That's all i guess from my secondary school years. I did not become president for any club coz maybe im not too active during my secondary years.Next comes my matrics life

Matriculation
1.Practicum Leader F2P1
2.Fasilitator for Chem Friends and Physics
3.AJK Programmes Astronomy Club
4.AJK Participation for Archery Competition
5.English Week Participator

Hahahaha,i guess that's all from my matriculation years. However my golden years comes during my university years which i'm only in my 2nd year.

University(1st Year)

1. Timb Penghulu Variasiswa Tekun 2008
2. Exco Kebudayaan Dan Integrasi MPD Tekun Sidang 2008/2009
3. Timbalan Pengarah Projek Citrawarna Tekun 2009
4. AJK Pendaftaran Peserta Mini TOT Tekun 2009
5. AJK Jemputan Iftar Jama'i Tekun 2008
6. Pendebat Tekun DPNC 2009
7. Exco Lelaki Terbaik MPD Tekun 2008/2009
8. Ketua Unit Siaraya Karnival Rakan Muda 2009
9. DJ CiNR
10.Wakil USM ke Sukan Universiti Asean 2008 (MPD Tekun)
11.Penolong Exco MPP 2008/2009
12. Exco Kelab CiNR 2008/2009
13. Ahli GAPP

University(2nd Year)

1.YDP MPD Tekun Sidang 2009/2010
2.Penghulu Pembimbing Program Siswa Lestari(PPSL) Tekun 2009
3.Naib Pengerusi Majlis YDP Desasiswa Sidang 2009/2010
4.Exco Protokol dan Tugas-Tugas Khas PERKOM 2009/2010
5.Exco Kelab Debat dan Pengucapan Umum USM 2009/2010
6.Ahli PERMAS

Hahahaha. I joined a lot of things during university. My 2nd year is still kinda little coz it's only been 3 months into the new semester. Anyway, this has been my journey so far.Looking to add more into my resume. Anyways, thanks if you read this from beginning till the end. Your patience and interest is much appreciated. Chowz!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

That uneasy feeling

That uneasy feeling..so early in the morning.

(sad) I'm too busy with asssignments. I know it. I resent it. Now, i totally hate the fact that i'm so busy with assignments till i do not have time for the person i care the most.

im off to bed now.Gdnite

Those were the words...damn! it's frustrating to not have enough time to spend with her.Maybe i should start finishing up as many assignments as possible in order to have more time to spend. But,im trying my best and apparently my best is just not enough.

Im going to J's class at 9am.I have totally no mood to go through today and im going back to my house tonite. Another 2-3 days with family and i'll be right back here COZ i got meetings,meetings and meetings to attend to.

Okay people,time is of the essence.Got to go now. If i'm late then there's no parking ;-p

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Too tired to do anything..

I had just come back from class when i received a text from my darling

Sayang...I ad meeting at 5.30 today :-( :-(

Well, i can't hide the fact that im dissapointed but she has her mini project meeting. So, i just have to man up and deal with it. I want to see her coz if i don't see her today then i won't be seeing her till sunday which is 3 days away.

Damn! Tonite i will be having 3 meetings apparently which is much better than yesterday.Im really tired and I can't wait for this semester to end. Seriously. There is so much work to do and so manay things to handle. But, if im able to divide time wisely than i should be just fine.

That's all for now folks, i will be updating soon. Right now i need some rest. Let's get some sleep people!

With more power comes more responsibility

I had just finished my sahur and am sitting here pondering what happened today and the most significant thing happened to me is being appointed the Vice President of Student Residence President Council or also known as Majlis YDP Desasiswa.

Apparently, it means me having more responsibility but actually by being the vice president, my voice will be heard now. Winds of change this way comes. With the new Majlis, it seems that we will have a stronger voice which is necessary in order to improve the quality of our service.

My prez which is YDP Bakti Permai is the very seasoned abang amin. A nice person and able to do his job perfectly well. It would be a pleasant change to work under him this time. Maybe i could learn a thing or two about being YDP from him.

My secretary is of coz rosliza who is YDP Saujana. A good friend and someone who im sure i can work with very well. She is the only female in the Majlis which makes it perfect for me to bully her. Just joking liza.Hahahaha

The other YDP's are also great people to talk with and im sure we can start something new this year especially with the 1 siswa 1 malaysia concept. Like i said earlier,winds of change this way comes.

Of Meetings and Assignments

Just had nasi kerabu and roti john for my break fast and cendol. Im feeling kinda full right now but am already thinking ahead for sahur. Suddenly my mum called and offered to buy me Mc D. Yay!!
Not only did i save my budget but also the energy to go to sungai dua to buy it. Any hoo, im still thinking of having Mc D's Original Fried Chicken, my darling's favourite! I miss her but i can't see her today coz apparently i have a list of things to do which include :-

1. LHP 456,Online Meeting For Panel Discussion Regarding ISA
2. YKT 211, The Darned Research Meeting
3. SPW 202,Presentation Meeting but it's moved to tomorrow :-(
4. Meeting KST, I asked my trusted NYDP 1 AND 2 to take care of things for me
5. Kelab Pantun 1st training,i believe my exco akademik can handle it.
6. Varsity Debate Training,well that is for next year
7. Meeting YDP MPD with YDP MPP

So,apparently i have to go to 3 of those 7 things and im tired already right now. I still haven't studied anything for today. Maybe i'll make it up tomorrow.I miss you darling!

Well, it takes a lot of energy to manage my time and sadly i have to not attend the kelab pantun n kst meeting. Kak Ika told me that i can't split myself into 7 Hafiz's so she said it's okay to send my nydp and exco to those meetings.

Being who i am right now, it sure is different than me a few months back.Anyway, im still enjoying my hectic life coz im sure one day it will all come to an end.
That's all for now. My mum is here with the food! Catch all of you later.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Born to be a leader?

Is someone born to be a leader or a leader is made?

Well,that is a question i ponder every single day. Is being a leader a natural trait? Or is leadership can be gained through training and experience? My answer is yes to both questions. Leaders are born, not made. You are destined to lead. People do not lead based on experience or training. It is a natural-born quality.

So,am i a true leader? Can i lead an organization to greatness? I can't answer that right now coz i've been YDP Tekun for only a month. A project has come and gone and i think it is a successful one. Of course that is due to the fact i have excellent MT's(majlis tertinggi). Kak zu,dila,kak aini,mark,abg nazzary,kak meem,yani n jidi. Great people, all of them. Nice to work with, very responsible and kinda fun to be around with.

Anyway, for the first time in my life, i actually got quite an applause when i went up to take my cert as YDP. Im quite surprise actually coz people don't usually applaud me in my 19 years of life. Honestly it feels good.Well, i think all my exco's and mt's actually like me. At least i want to keep it that way.

This year MPD Tekun is filled with people excited to do their job. Can we be the best batch in Tekun's 6 years history? I think we can. We are going to be the best batch. I'll make sure of it.